Do you care about yourself? Do you care what others think of you? Do you care what happens to you? I have been having a pity party lately. And no one is invited. I don't feel like sharing my time with anyone. They would take the time away from me and my feeling sorry for myself. So, I have not shared with anyone my feelings. I have not shared my emotional let down with anyone. If I were to do that then they may have some wonderful words of encouragement and do their best to pull me away from my selfish party. If my friends knew that I was feeling depressed than they might try to pull me aside and put their arm around me and tell me they care and make me feel loved. I would hate to have to start fighting depression. I would hate to have to start listening to their kind advice and actually stop feeling sorry for myself. I may have to pull the plug on the pity party and start acting like a mature grown up. I may have to start dealing with life's problems and get over it.
As I write this I just realized that hey that is what I am going to do. I am going to stop having a pity party and get involved with the things of the Lord and join my friends instead of avoid my friends.
Hey, go ahead and help me get over this depression. I hate the things I am feeling. I no longer want to feel that way. Maybe life is better when I just learn to get over it.
I think the first friend I am going to tell I need help in fighting this battle of depression is the Lord. He has alot to say on the situation and I know I will come out victoriously.
Hey, Jesus I need to talk to you...
Go Marshel - take it to the Lord and be uplifted... and here are some ((((((((hugs))))))) from me as well! xx
ReplyDeleteIt's so easy to stay in the depression zone. I know what you're going through.
ReplyDeleteSometimes, I even feel like my friends are against me, when I know in reality they do love me.